dazed and confused

Since maganda ang gising ko today, i will post some pinoy acronyms that I came across sa net..sobrang hilarious..promise. hehehe. =)

Pinoy Romantic Acronyms:

Di ba nakakatawa? hehehe..aminin niyo natawa kayo..ahehe..till next time pag may maisip ulit akong kalokohan. *wink wink* =p

i feel so lazzzy right now. i don’t feel like working. that’s the reason i’m writing this blog. i also feel dizzy. i have to go to the eye doctor. i might need to wear glasses already. crap. i hate..no..abhor the idea of wearing one..i don’t need to look nerdy on the outside because i really am one on the inside..i’m a closet nerd..geek..whatever. but it’s nice to look "kikay" on the outside because people tend to think you’re stupid and you get to surprise and disappoint them because they find out you’re intelligent and way smarter than them.

i have to start a new hobby or sport. yeah right. in my dreams. i don’t even know how to crosstitch or crochet or sew. i also don’t have a sport. does jackstone count? hehe. someday i’ll try surfing. maybe i’ll be good at it. i also don’t play any instrument. i know how to play the piano but it’s just not my thing. i’d rather curl up somewhere comfortable and read a book. i’m such a major nerd. but a rather pretty and lovable one. haha.

that’s enough self-deprecation for one day. maybe tomorrow i can think of more lewd things to say about myself.

growing up is never easy..i never thought life would get this complicated..how i wish i could go back to the uncomplicated times of my childhood years wherein my problems would only range from having the latest cartoon character bag, swatch watch or mastering the newest game craze.

when i was in grade school i could not wait to get to high school..when i was in high school i was anxious to go to college in manila and have my so-called "independence" from my parents (although i still rely on them for tuition fees, food, clothes, allowance, basically everything =P)..when i was in college, i could not wait to graduate and have a job and be totally independent..now, i have a job (but i am still dependent on my parents [they still pay for my flat..hehe]) and i am stuck..i have yet to make important decisions that would affect my life and my future..i thought growing up would mean having the answers to most questions but now i know better..it’s scary but i realized i’m not much wiser than i was 10 years back..save for having a degree in IE and for being more cynical..

confused..that’s the perfect word for me..wtf..i should be grateful i have choices unlike most people in this country..