Quarter-life crisis
growing up is never easy..i never thought life would get this complicated..how i wish i could go back to the uncomplicated times of my childhood years wherein my problems would only range from having the latest cartoon character bag, swatch watch or mastering the newest game craze.
when i was in grade school i could not wait to get to high school..when i was in high school i was anxious to go to college in manila and have my so-called "independence" from my parents (although i still rely on them for tuition fees, food, clothes, allowance, basically everything =P)..when i was in college, i could not wait to graduate and have a job and be totally independent..now, i have a job (but i am still dependent on my parents [they still pay for my flat..hehe]) and i am stuck..i have yet to make important decisions that would affect my life and my future..i thought growing up would mean having the answers to most questions but now i know better..it’s scary but i realized i’m not much wiser than i was 10 years back..save for having a degree in IE and for being more cynical..
confused..that’s the perfect word for me..wtf..i should be grateful i have choices unlike most people in this country..
