wide awake- 2:03am
to love someone is to allow yourself to be vulnerable to the deepest hurts…and the damnedest emotions and situations…again and again and again and again…then you begin to ask yourself "am i really happy?"…or wonder "am i with the right person?"…and even think that it’s really not meant to be………but then…….you see how you really look good together…how his hands fit yours perfectly…and how despite the worst times you have had, you still feel a sudden warmth recalling the best times…you suddenly forget all the hurts, disappointments and anxiety…and then your mind turns mush…logic walks out on you…and you almost throw everything to the wind…that’s the irony in loving…but i wouldn’t have it any other way.
